responsibility

I have been a delinquent emailer and blogger for the past two days cuz the week just didn't start right. I was getting hell from the office's bitch and I guess it was getting to me. It just reached the peak yesterday when I started getting depressed and was feeling like I didn't learn a thing for the past year and a half. But I do realize that there are some other people in the office who do not think of me as useless and inefficient. In fact, I could name two who have already inspired me for their willingness to help me out.

It just felt like a sign last night when I was watching reruns of the first season of Grey's Anatomy. It was the fifth episode that struct me. The theme of the episode was RESPONSIBILITY and being the doctors that they are, they were tackling issues regarding their liability when it came to the lives of their patients.

Meredith Grey, the main character, was wondering when did she ever become an adult? She said that when we were kids our problems included not having to eat cookies for breakfast. That was totally underrated. As an adult you have to worry about RESPONSIBILITY -- earning a living, renting your own place, and even the lives of others. But in the end, she decided that being an adult has its perks: living on your own, having sex, not having parents scolding you. So it isn't so bad after all.

And she's right. I am an adult. I am a master of my fate.