close contact

i was chatting with my friend David last night and I was telling him that I couldn't live without internet anymore. Since thursday I've had constant wifi connection in my room and I'm very grateful for it. I am now able to contact my family and friends even during the weekend. I was able to keep myself updated.

Sigh.

Then Steve and I were also talking about it Saturday that even if you're fine away from your family whenever you see them, you just know that you've missed out on a lot. Not necessarily the family gatherings, etc. But the small stuff. Like everything else, it's the small stuff that kills you.

It's just letting go.

God help me.